Guys are ego??? That statement is partly true.. As a guy, I am brought up learning by my own and not to depend on others. Even when I am in doubt or problem arise, i try to solve it myself. That's my life. So am I an egoistic guy??? Depends on ones mindset.
I've always wanted to be an 'Alim'. I wanted to understand my deen as much as possible. Learning, science of hadith, syariah, usuluddin and more2.. Cos for me, learning my deen is more important compared to others. But, i do planned to be a knowledgeble guy not only to the religion but to the society that i live in and to practise my deen as fully as i can.
Mayb, i should be a doctor as well as an alim. Saving lives are a good thing to do aint it.
Jus telling myself not to be overoptimistic as i know that im living in Singapore and everything needs money. Nevertheless, it will still be a longfought dream.
May Allah grant my wish.
My younger brother brings home his girlfriend. My parents doesnt say a thing. Mayb because she's working i think. Hope my brother will just stay away from all the maksiat, be a good muslim and guide his wife.
When will i get married?? That's the question. Waiting for her will be like 6 years or more??
Hmm, i tink by then, i would not even had enough money to get married as standard of living in singapore would rise. Hmm, now im being pessimistic.. Grrr..
"6 yrs aint that long aint it.." Thats what most will think. But if u really need that someone how would u feel?? arghh.. U need that someone cos u need someone to care for u or u need the love that has been missing in ur life.
Imagine u are a guy, u need someone to love u. Can ur guy friend be the substitute for that??
Hmm, dun tink so. How i wish that i can bear with it till ten yrs time. Insya allah i will fight.
Missing u already. How i wish i can say it. But nvm its not the right time. If can i wish to accomplish everything but by then i will be old with walking sticks.

( with bold hair mayb) .. heh
Now im being emo. Nvm ma feelings. Insya allah. Things will get btr.
Time to gain bk ma spirit and work hard hard hard.. To strive and excel. Be the best. Insyaallah.
Just praying the best.
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