Tis will be emotional..
Loving someone and needed tat someone badly..
Its not jus because of love. But its more than tat..
U need her badly to b by ur side..
Love is not jus a feeling of satisfying ones desires,
bt its more like u needed tat someone to complete ur life..
W/o her, ur life is still incomplete..
Life would not be the same till u get married..
Isn't it??
Saying tat i wanna proposed to u its not simple..
U need time, courage and importantly money.
W/o money in Spore u're worthless in the eyes of people..
After thinking much abt our relationship,
i felt pain in ma heart.
i dunno whether i would ever get married..
this feeling haunt me..
Cos i do tink abt ma siblings,
i wanna take good care of them and c them
grow up following the right path..
I cant possibly let u wait..
cos ur feelings may subside soon..
Its so hard for me to tink, i wanna study hard n b alim (if possible)
bt then i need u badly in ma life.. to teach me, to relieve ma stress n
b by ma side..
Allah the almighty knows everything..
Let him decide bt i'll pray for our togetherness..
One day we'll b 2gether and may allah give us the light..
If i actually die b4 or even after our marriage, plz go find a new husband,
i cant bear to c u alone, there's always someone out there, yes.. out there..
tc ma loveones, may god bless u all.. plz forgive me..
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