I felt as though that im just a
jerk. Not spending much time with my darling. I just concentrate on my stuff w/o realising how she feels whether she misses me or nt.
She misses me and the only time that we can spend time together is during the holidays that is this coming week. Next week, she'll be going back to work to change the decoration of the classroom. Haizz... This is so unfair rite.???
I am being unfair to her.. Well, that is one thing. The other thing is that, Im not working. Where do i want to get the money to spend with her.. This is so shameful..
Oh god..
Please show me the light....
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