thk god.. ma x forgave me.. im so blessed with that.. At least, she did forgave me..
Actually,she called me jus nw. We had a tok. She told me abt her life as usual n tell me abt hw her skul mates had change a lot lately.. I was like so sad to knw her situation like that.. She told me that her bestfwen told her that her bestie tk anggap her like her best lag.. That was sad for her la.. So i was like sedih jgk la for her. So yah. So i'll jus keep on eye on her so that everything in her life wen on smoothly.. She even had some problems with her studies, in da sense that she tk smngt gitu nk blaja.. She did mention that mayb she wanna tukar gi skola madrasah.
hmm.. i dun mind abt that.. At least she'll be happy, i'll be happy for her..
Lately, ive been thinking Y gejala sosial semakin menular.. Like y asians are becoming more like westerns in their culture.. mm.. mayb,cos of pengaruh2 barat yg tk sihat kot.. haizz.. i did think abt ma future hw naughty would ma child be n so on.. Kiamat pun nk dekat, so tk mustahil org ramai asyik cbuk mencari kelumayan dunia sehingga trlupe akan kenikmatan akhirat.. manusia2.. lag2 ada stngh2 yg asyik bekerja je sehingga trlupe akan tanggung jawab anaknye.. lag2 dunia skrg bnyk pengaruh2 negative.. kalo tdk mendidik dgn btul, mrk akan mudah dijerat.. ginila.. on the long run.
nilah yg aku fikirkan di kepala otak aku ni.. one after the other.. Dunia ni hanya sementara.. Aku fikir btul2 pun, aku rase aku tk akan hidup begitu lama jgk.. mmm
