Hmm.. wad can i say about myself. Been lazy been slacking. Dunno wads wrong with me. Felt no confidence in studying.. haixx.. am i jus slacking too much or wad... :(
I felt as though Ive broke any parents heart that is for their child to excel in studies and could easily found a good job. Wads ma occupation? I dunno.. I've no confidence in myself even before i broke up with ma x. I dunno y. Felt as though im alone bt im not alone as god always watch upon his servants. Haizz.. I jus hate myself.. Y do tis things happened??? Its ma fault. I need to be more discipline.. Bt y.. Ever since i enter poly my life has changed... From a discipline boy, to b undisciplined man... Haizz.. Or mayb ive too many commitment outside.. Hmm..
Mayb tats the reason y.. Take care of my siblings, clean hse, part of committee in youth organisation-planning activities and more and still teach maths tuition to ma cuz.. mayb ma timetable is too hectic.. and therefore im tired and prefer to stay at home.. Bt i do like to werk.. haha... I dunno wad crap im writing here. Bt im jus PISSED OFF with myself.. nvm.. god knws btr n gods willing..
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